our 4 months anniversary

its been 4 months we have been together.

today is our day, we have spend this last 4 months with lots of loving, caring, understanding, take and give, sharing sadnees, tears, stories, and lots of more......

dear my fish tank, thank you for everything......

miss you.........

my fish tank masuk rumah sakit hari ini

waaaaa......hari ini td kaget bgt pas dikasih tau klo dia masuk rumah sakit.
langsung kepikiran yg macem2, and g tambah khawatir bgt.
coz dia ud sakit 3 harian dan ud 3 hari itu pula g nggak ketemuan ama dia.
jd selain khawatir ama kesehatan dia, g juga kanggen bgt ama dia.

g pengen bgt cepet2 ke rs, tp berhubung g mesti ketemu ama client dan teman2 g, g baru bisa ke RS. mitra international sore. jam 6 sore g sampe disana ditemenin ama elis and leo.
begitu dateng kita langsung ke kamar 510 and ketemu ama nyokapnya. trus ketemu dia.

waaa senangnya bisa melihat keadaannya. kelihatanya dia ud agak lebih baik walaupun masi lemes bgt. seneng bgt ngeliat dia ud bisa bercanda, ketawa ama ngeledek2in. coz sabtu kmaren pas dia tel keliatannya lemes bgt.

seneng juga ud bisa nemenin dia, ngedengerin dia cerita dan ngeliat dia ud bisa makan.jam 7an elis ama leo pulang, trus jam 8.30an majin ama ali dateng trus mereka ngabisin cemilan yg ada disitu. trus mereka juga ngerjain anak2 kabin yg dateng terakhir.

anak kabin yg dateng mayan lengkap ada nissa,dewi,uki,kitty,arizz and valdy serta ali adan majin tentunya.pas mrk dateng kamarnya menjadi sedikit lebih berisik :p

jam 10an kita semua pamit pulang, g juga ikutan balik coz ud malem bgt and bdn g juga emang nggak enak dr td siang. g ngerasa g harus istirahat, g nggak mau sakit coz g takut ama dokter and jarum suntik. kya td dia yg disuntik g yg ngerasa ngilu, soalnya jarum suntiknya gede bgt :p

bsok pagi g dateng lagi dengan membawa titipan yg dia mau.

fishy get well soon yah!!! love you!

my fish tank is sick

hix..hix...aduhh sedihh....

my fish tank sakit, dia kena demam berdarah, aduh aku khawatir bgt nih
coz ini ud yg ke 2 klinya dia kna penyakit ini.

sayang kamu istirahat yang banyak yah biar cepet sembuh.jangan lupa makan ma minum obatnya.

-me, who misses you so much-

since meeting you...

pas g isenk2 browsing g nemuin puisi yg cocok bgt ama what i felt dulunya and now it chage because of you.....

I used to think
that love was only real in the movies
and that I enjoyed being alone

I used to think

that I was too independent

that I didn't need anyone

because I was so strong

But after meeting you

I realize that my attitude

towards love

was merely a cover-up of

my disappointment with relationships

I put on a strong, noncaring front

so no one would know how I felt

But after meeting you

I could no longer pretend

My feelings became transparentand

now I want to tell the world

something I always knew but was

afraid to admit

that love is the most important

feeling one can have

and I want to thank you for

causing me to be honest

with myself and others

I love you

-Poem by Susan Polis Schutz-

blast from the past

weeekssss...........
i never thought that i'll ever heared his voice again...
but i did a view minutes ago...

when my cell phone rang and the display showed "call 1"
and when i answered the phone i heared a man said "hai baby girl do you miss me?"
im very shocked i never heared that voice for about 8 years.

the voice bring back all the old memories in my mind...
but its nice to know that he is ok, and he still remember me hehehehe.....
he asked how am i doin all this years. and he said he will coming back soon.
well its a very nice surprise in this night even only for a few minutes.